"Art is a selective re-creation of reality according to an artist's metaphysical value-judgments. An artist recreates those aspects of reality which represent his fundamental view of man's nature." (Marcel Proust)
"Every child is an artist. The problem is how to remain an artist once he grows up. ... The artist is a receptacle for the emotions that come from all over the place: from the sky, from the earth, from a scrap of paper, from a passing shape, from a spider's web. ... The purpose of art is washing the dust of daily life off our souls. ... We all know that art is not truth. Art is a lie that makes us realize the truth. ... From the moment that art ceases to be food that feeds the best minds, the artist can use his talents to perform all the tricks of the intellectual charlatan. Most people can today no longer expect to receive consolation and exaltation from art. The 'refined,' the rich, the professional 'do-nothings', the distillers of quintessence desire only the peculiar, the sensational, the eccentric, the scandalous in today's art. I myself, since the advent of Cubism, have fed these fellows what they wanted and satisfied these critics with all the ridiculous ideas that have passed through my mind. The less they understood them, the more they admired me. Through amusing myself with all these absurd farces, I became celebrated, and very rapidly. For a painter, celebrity means sales and consequent affluence. Today, as you know, I am celebrated, I am rich. But when I am alone, I do not have the effrontery to consider myself an artist at all, not in the grand old meaning of the word: Giotto, Titian, Rembrandt, Goya were great painters. I am only a public clown - a mountebank. I have understood my time and have exploited the imbecility, the vanity, the greed of my contemporaries. It is a bitter confession, this confession of mine, more painful than it may seem. But at least and at last it does have the merit of being honest." (Pablo Picasso)
"every media of human expression that conveys spiritual truth" (Rodger Pegues)
I ask for humility, Oh God God of everything vanity and self love consumes the seed of your love that is within me because I see the world through the sight of my own eyes in mono sight it looks forward and cannot see backward into my own head a cavernous shell of self-doubt and illusion this is why I seek to know myself through me, through words, images and sounds
am I imagining you only to wake up one day somewhere else dreaming you reading this so I pray to the unseen God and I have given all my hopes up to Him/Her
even in my vanity I imagine my death the friends and those that even imagined my love the words of these mourners will the words of flattery measure up to a life time will the mourning tears show a love for the longing of my company how can they as I sit alone in my house and the phone is still and the door is closed no one has called in life why will they cry in death
will they cry because my departure quickens the pace of their own demise death as an endless line to a door to a place where people go in but no one comes out this is the fear I take to a funeral service whether I knew or really knew the dearly departed or not I know that my time is coming and the ceremonial dumping of my earthly remains will follow and everyone will go home and watch tv and wake up the next morning and go to work and my life, my work , my accomplishments, all that I am will be forgotten if I really want to make a difference I need to touch the world so that the imprint of my sacraficial devotion is more than a memory let it be an eternal touch an eternal prayer an eternal voice an eternal love
the legacy that is my journey from child to man from man to spirit from spirit to master is marked with death along the road the sign posts and limitless speeds in all directions and dimensions screaming horn talk beating snares sighing blue crying ivory tears breathing the heart of the purest truth bleeding this blood soaked mantle dripping pain swung on trees and hung from lamp post these Jim Crow darlings sipping the Massahs brandy in bow ties with shiny faces oiled with fatback greased limp curls fried with iron hot combs singing white teeth hearing Mr Charlie yearning for self love the respect of a Man and the freedom of a soul if I could have been there and now if I could have been now skinny ties and labels v-shaped blackness in black and white naive europeans in facistnation of negrophilia these layers mounting up like eagles flying as the wind falling like white hooded sheets on xylophonic melodic minors and whole tone absolutisms this Coltrane vector in perfect geometric silence born as life from modal Indian ragas and holy occidental meditations in worship and rapture as negro spirits these sounds are now my own